hello and merry christmas. i was afraid that today wouldn't feel like christmas. we don't even have a tree up or anything. don't really have the space for it. but when i heard my mom bought a spiral honey ham, my spirits were lifted. i was so happy. i mean christmas doesn't feel as magical as it did when i was little, but i still felt pretty happy today. my mom never raised me and my brother to believe in santa claus. i always knew the gifts that i got were from people who loved me = w = but as we got older the gifts decreased. but i'm still glad i have my mom (and my other family e w e). but i love my mom so much. we're so close and i'm so lucky to still have her here with me and have her be supportive in my choices and such.
i tried on my wig today. it was a little hard for me. even after watching videos of people showing how to put the wig cap and wig on. i knew my wig was going to be long, but idk, but i got to really see how long it was when i put it on. i might get my hairdresser to cut a little off. just a little. but i like it. i just really need someone to show me how to take care of it. i hope when i get back to school a friend will show me how to take care of them. i'm just so afraid i'm going to mess it up. ; n ; and i really do like it though.
i would like to say thanks to everyone who reads this blog. i just started back posting here and i hope i can continue to post here. i want to work on my layout for the new year, so i hope i can get that done. i haven't even picked a color scheme. e A e but thanks for reading. = w =